tongue-tied & twisted, just an earth-bound misfit

i am fucking STUCK on the fact that i am a fucking HUMAN

i go back back back to this this this over and over and OVER a fucking gain. most repulsive fucking race of beings on this fucking planet WE are POLLUTING GAIA WE are TOO DISGUSTING and not WORTHY to walk upon this fucking EARTH people people PEOPLE dude what a horrifying fucking WORD & IDEA fucking SHIT is ALL WE ARE. PILES OF SHIT WALKING PILES OF FUCKING SHIT. how DARE us even step FOOT on the fucking ground of this HOME of ours that WE TRASH AND TRASH AND KILL AND KILL. EACH OTHER AND OUR HOMES every fucking DAY we just KILL KILL KILL EACH OTHER. OUR FUCKING LOVED ONES our fucking FAMILY we just MURDER THEM ON THE INSIDE. i am SICK. i am SICK SICK SICK TO MY FUCKING STOMACH at the VERY FUCKING THOUGHT of being one of these despicable THINGS we call “humans”. i will no longer even CONSIDER MYSELF ONE. NEVER AGAIN will i so much as CLAIM THE FUCKING SPECIES of being a “HUMAN”. IT, TO ME, FEELS LIKE CALLING MYSELF A NIGGER IF I WERE BLACK. FUCK NO i am not human never have been never fuckin will be. just a ghost in a god damn shell, a little piece of astral ecto-plasm in disguise.